"On The Outside"

I'll see you on the outside and we'll never be the same
after all that's happened what is it that we've gained?
well I've made mistakes before and never lived them down
after all you've done for me I'm bound (don't say another word)

To see you on the outside where we can both be sane
(you're speaking for yourself)
I'm bleeding on the inside a place you might have been
but now I know I'll (never be the same)

Well I heard you got a place and it's far away from here
reality has sunken in now confirming all my fears
I'm not gonna track you down and it's too late to stop
thinking 'bout the time that we have lost (I'm happy without you)

I'm trying to forget you and everything we had
(we didn't stand a chance)
we're miserable and it's true I haven't learned a thing
but now I know I'll trust no one else

There was a time when we were back and forth, it wasn't easy
I guess that we're back where we belong
one thing is for sure, it wasn't strong

I'll see you on the outside where we can both feel shame
(you've never been more right)
I'm dying on the inside, you're never coming back
and now I know whatever we go through
my heart is stuck with you

"International You Day"

i'm sorry that it took so long
to write this song
but i gave up
you see one million words can't describe
how it feels
to know your love

where did i go wrong?
i should have told you from the start
that i'm closer then you think
when we're apart
nothing that i've tried
is as simple as this line

but without you
my life is incomplete
my days are absolutely gray
and so I'll try
let your heart know for sure
that i have so much more to tell you
every single day

i swear i'm giving up my inside
to the one
that i adorded
i know this world is big enough
for you and i
but i'll give you more

i'm coming home today
to wipe the tears right from your eyes
i'm totally enamored by your life
nothing that i've done
has ever been for one

but without you
my life is incomplete
my days are absolutely gray
and so I'll try
let your heart know for sure
that i have so much more to tell you
every single day

my life is incomplete
my rites are absolutely gone
so wake me up
before you leave today
something i need to say
cause they'll be nothing when you're gone

Malcom Freemagz edisi IX

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